Buck Up!

Today is not a good day for me. =(

I failed my M5 on first attempt
Super stress now, cos Vincent & Kx passed.
HI and M9 exam are coming up.
I have to pass if nt I dont know how to face my boss haha

Never have I failed any impt exams in my life, this is the first one.
I was stunned for a while when i saw FAIL.
Guessed im over-confident tat i can pass..sighhh

Shall get over it and concentrate on other exams first.
will have to retake M5 again next next wk.

When i know that i have failed, and the first person i think of breaking the news to..
probably i just need some emotional support from someone i trust and can really reassure me alot. Still treasure him as a friend though =)

And Im really appreciate the moral support that i have gotten from my dear frens.
A big thank you!

Time for me to study hard!
No more slacking, no more long hrs break, no more shopping!! no more going out!!
Study study study!!
I cant let my boss down! and I cant let myself down even more!

Stress!

I am so stressss...

Apart from having to swallow all the words from the textbooks, Im still happy overall. =)

I think i have been spending quite alot recently..
during lunch time i can go shopping since my training place is just one stop away from far east.

and after training, while waiting for JJ and shela they all to off work..I can go shop ard and buy some more things. haha

I have to curb my spendings already. =(
window shop next time, KIV the things i want, priortise them, and see whether i really need it or nt before buying. HAHA good idea.


Normally i will have a few thoughts as and when..
but these few days im too occupied with all the studies, and are too tired to think of anyth else.

Off to study~

First day!

My first day at prudential~~

There are only 3 ppl including me in my batch!!!

i was expecting a class of at least 10 ppl haha

the rest who joined our lecture is those agents who come and go,
while the 3 of us are employees cos we got take basic pay.

Im the only gal, the other 2 are namely vincent & kai xuan.
These 2 guys are funny haha.
Lessons are boring, im almost going to fall asleep during class.

That's all..hope everything goes smoothly during the 6 wks of training.
And hopefully i pass all my exams.


*No more weeping, lady. No more. It's just life and people and, changes.

Happy or Not?

Yeah yeah...Im working tmr already!! haha crazy me

I've already decided on what to bring, what to wear..and what else?

Wondering what kind of people will i meet there?

I have never been so excited about my first day of work..not BEA, not OCBC
But Prudential..
This job is something i want to do, and it holds some special meaning for me..

and recently i find myself getting more emotional due to TOO MUCH FREE TIME.
no, i dont like feeling that way, it feels terrible to be thinking too much.
I rather not to think too much, that explains my happy go lucky attitude in the past.

but now, i realised I am no longer that happy go lucky as I was.
I begin to think alot, i begin to get more sensitive
good in a way..so that i wont often neglect other people's feeling.
It is just a process, eventually there are more things to think of when u are getting older.
so i better get used to it, and try maximising my happiness level to as high as possible. haha
Im still optimistic. Am I? =)

Smile everyone!
haha =P

and my weight keep dropping recently..i dont know why.
I stil eat as usual, though im feeling quite moody.
But the drop is scary..im now weighing only 46kg, while last time im weighing at 50kg.
Just a few mths, i drop 4kg without exercising and dieting.
how? i got a feeling my weight will still continue to drop. =(
It's not healthy..

Good-bye to the past

Hello Peeps~

My first post here..

After slacking for 2 weeks, I am finally going to start work soon.
These 2 weeks, though i can sleep til how late i want, but it was not fulfiling at all.
like im just wasting my time, so glad that im going to work again. =)
Prefer to be busy than doing nothing at all。

Joining Prudential will be my 3rd job since i entered the work force..how bad...3 jobs in 2 yrs.
OCBC is good, but i know i cant stay on..perhaps leaving will be better.
Changing a new environment will be good, you will get to know new people..probably some may become your good friends or probably more than that.
Just like Shela Su, glad to have known her and also I met many nice people in OCBC too.

I watched a TV programme, and the below lines left a deep impression in me.

人是需要缘分的
有些人没有缘分，所以这一辈子都碰不到
有些人跟我们有一点点的缘分， 所以会相识
有些人跟我们有比较多的缘分， 所以才可以变成好朋友
如果要在一起， 就需要更多更多的缘分

但就算有更多的缘分，人如果不懂得珍惜，再多的缘分也没有用！
**this line is added by Ms Selina haha
I think it is very true.

And yes,, i sooo into pandas...they are so adorable. Isnt it?

A friend of mine just emailed me lotsa pandas photos..

Enjoy ^^