Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Happy or Not?

Yeah yeah...Im working tmr already!! haha crazy me

I've already decided on what to bring, what to wear..and what else?

Wondering what kind of people will i meet there?

I have never been so excited about my first day of work..not BEA, not OCBC
But Prudential..
This job is something i want to do, and it holds some special meaning for me..

and recently i find myself getting more emotional due to TOO MUCH FREE TIME.
no, i dont like feeling that way, it feels terrible to be thinking too much.
I rather not to think too much, that explains my happy go lucky attitude in the past.

but now, i realised I am no longer that happy go lucky as I was.
I begin to think alot, i begin to get more sensitive
good in a way..so that i wont often neglect other people's feeling.
It is just a process, eventually there are more things to think of when u are getting older.
so i better get used to it, and try maximising my happiness level to as high as possible. haha
Im still optimistic. Am I? =)

Smile everyone!
haha =P

and my weight keep dropping recently..i dont know why.
I stil eat as usual, though im feeling quite moody.
But the drop is scary..im now weighing only 46kg, while last time im weighing at 50kg.
Just a few mths, i drop 4kg without exercising and dieting.
how? i got a feeling my weight will still continue to drop. =(
It's not healthy..