Everything is fine
and Im doing well, feeling good
This is what I have been telling myself recently
I thought it is like that, or has been like that
But when tears still roll down on their own
I know, I know it is not as good as it seems.
Im like a handicap, who cant do anything.
But to wipe off my tears and be strong each time.
There was no one at fault, no one to blame
But I hope it will not happen to me again.
Coz the scar is deep and the hurt is there.
The changes are sudden, I couldnt take it all
Even though missing still contradicts with pain
But what can I say?
I would rather not do anything more at all.
Let it remains this way, probably it would be a better choice.
**Im still a happy pie =)
Passed all my M5, M9 and HI already!
But there are 4 more tests waiting for me tmr.
I still haven study yet, though its open book but shall see.
haha
