Why

Everything is fine
and Im doing well, feeling good

This is what I have been telling myself recently
I thought it is like that, or has been like that
But when tears still roll down on their own
I know, I know it is not as good as it seems.

Im like a handicap, who cant do anything.
But to wipe off my tears and be strong each time.
There was no one at fault, no one to blame
But I hope it will not happen to me again.

Coz the scar is deep and the hurt is there.
The changes are sudden, I couldnt take it all
Even though missing still contradicts with pain
But what can I say?

I would rather not do anything more at all.
Let it remains this way, probably it would be a better choice.


**Im still a happy pie =)

Passed all my M5, M9 and HI already!
But there are 4 more tests waiting for me tmr.
I still haven study yet, though its open book but shall see.
haha

Paranoid?

Alot of my guy friends seem to be bothered by their gfs being PARANOID
I dont find being Paranoid not good..of cos to a certain extent.
Being paranoid shows that we cares, and also signs of insecurity.
Not referring to the extreme case, but would guys prefer their gfs to be at least paranoid than not caring them at all?

One thing for sure,

when the girl stops getting paranoid, it means she has given up on him.

So when a girl still quarrels with you on small matters, or u having not enough time for her, or getting jealous over the other girls, it means she still want to be with you.

But when she doesnt do this anymore, it means she has already seen it through, and has given up.

So what do you guys think about paranoid now?

=)

I eat alot when Im happy..
I dont eat much when Im stress/sad
and now im starting to gain weight..
Dont know it's good or bad haha

Lotsa Pics =)

This is what Im doing when Im bored at work..

haha. Anyday, it''s self-study day. I passed my M5 & M9 already.
Left HI which will be tested next week.





Me & Vincent.. my batchmate

haha..kaixuan seldom take pic, he dont wan to take with us =(

so we keep disturbing him while he is studying.

Met shela & JJ after work..went for a hair cut @ Snip Avenue.

Cheappp..

Photos @ White Bar & Sabai!

Shall let the photos do the talking =)

Sabai!! love love!!

White bar + Sabai

Hello people~

went White bar & Sabai on fri night with Shermaine & Bryan

We 3 are so high that night ..Fun!
Went white bar first, open martell, we drink til 3plus..
But it was still early cos we decided to stay all the way till morning

So we headed to Sabai sabai after that which I suggested haha

The live performance was so nice, and it was almost full hse there.

High! high! high!

A mixture of thai, english, chinese and even hokkien songs! all sang by thai ppl

Impressive!

And yes, as mentioned, im going to fill this blog with lots of pics!

Took alot of pics last night.

But im nt going to post all up here yet, have to study first so no time.

A few pics for preview first..hehe

Shall update again after my exam.

One down, two more to go =)

I passed my M5 already!! haha

My exam was scheduled in the evening today, evening slot is good.

Not so tense. and got more time to study.

Pheww..at least im relieved now for passing one module. haha

Coming mon will be M9.. seriously i think i will fail haha

cos there is no time to study, im studying m5 all the while

and now i got 3 more days to finish the whole of m9. Oh dear.



I realised my blog is so plain with no photos..

I will try posting up pics next time

My batchmates Vincent & kaixuan are so nice..have to post up for you to see how nice they are

haha

They help me alot in my study, pointing out key points for me, and keep testing me on the questions they are likely to test. so good right? haha


Had alot of fun during my training period,

and i think i put on weight haha

keep eating and eating

I really love the working environment now , apart from having to take exams!


Shall update again!
Take care people =)

Demoralised =(

Feeling super terrible now..

I failed again for my HI.

2 modules to retake..

Am in tremendous stress now..what if i still cant pass them the second time, third time?

Im gonna get pok.

I did studied for my HI, didnt slp the whole night somemore to study.

Guess i suck at memorizing..

So demoralised already..=(